The value, again

Do I ponder over values for my sake or yours, the reader's?
I take up a language to fit the speech.
This is where I left off, I suppose, but at some future point I suppose I could quit skedalying over these things, and move to others. I try to get the envisioned reader on board, but I end up sometimes just getting myself bored. Well I suppose every writer must "find his voice", but I suppose it's sometimes a frustrating debacle.
"Oh, do you read Crouse? No? Then you have no idea what he meant by line three in blog X."
So.
It's not just finding some voice, it's writing enough that you feel confident that you'll be understood. But then maybe you won't be after all. You'll be taken out of context. But, maybe the things you want to say really aren't that difficult to understand, and if you could just say them straight up, it'd be just as well.
I don't read anyone else. I have enough on my plate as it is, trying to understand my own experience of life.